Well... it's like this. Pretend my "speshal projekt" is a new sports car.

I patiently built the motor and interior. Then, I laboured over the exterior - the outside design and look. The exterior should have been much easier really, but I was terribly mindful that the outside is what the fickle public see. They'll never buy a car that they think is not stunning, but different somehow, yet undeniably beautiful.

Finally, today, I sent off to get a prototype built. It's on the way.

In the not too distant future, I shall see my baby - the labour of my love. The results of five year's work. Every tiny flaw will be exposed to the light of day. Did I judge the lines correctly? Do the curves appeal? Does it gleam and sparkle more than every other car nearby?

Gawd... it makes me nervous, but very excited at the same time. Bloody hell. The waiting is killing me already!